Suffering

Tears turning into waterfalls
Disturbing thoughts running at the speed of light
As I vacantly stare at the world outside
In my room, I keep all the secrets I hide
The walls have seen me cry rivers
Cry over hidden feelings and resentments
These walls lend me their shoulders
When I've received sticks, stones and boulders
In a corner, I curl up to feel warm
For only cold feelings course through me
All I want to do is bring this to an end
End this all, end what they call
A gift, when it's just a painful memory
A memory of the better times
A memory of cheerful chimes
A memory reminding you of
Grieving and pathetic feelings
So why not end this suffering?
A suffering that can't be stopped
A suffering that can only be ended.